tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-80358517068913270392024-02-20T11:03:49.103-08:00DarkTimesUnknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger36125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-91992596201526849422011-07-27T08:23:00.001-07:002011-07-27T08:23:59.102-07:00dead crow<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">found a dead crow in West Point, Mississippi</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">lying on the side of a building, </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">a dirty dark alley</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">lit in sunlight</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">'died of West Nile virus' an old black man</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">limped up to me saying, 'isn't it curious</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">how large the world looks to us and how</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">small the world looks to a bird?</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">it can travel at will from one side of the</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">globe to the other, while we stay stuck</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">in the mud in small towns because we</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">are afraid to break free and find</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the answers'</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">funny.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i think it's curious that we feel the</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">same way about death - fearing answers -</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i thought, well at least now</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the crow knows all the answers, while</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the old black man and i will just be</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">sick and asking questions.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: "Calibri", "sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">1.29.04</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-37552793693955970632011-07-27T08:15:00.000-07:002011-07-27T08:15:44.361-07:00Corner Office in Hell<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">A friend died. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">She was beautiful </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">with hair long like</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">yours used to be, mother. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">She was like you. Lost. Misled.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Forgotten. Confused. So was i.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i found my way.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">My will pushed me</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">through. You both died</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the same year. On the same</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">day - the first. As much sadness</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i feel, i feel more anger. Because</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i could have chosen</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">to be weak. Like the both</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">of you. But i kept fighting.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Even through the bad times. Like</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the messages on the phone that you</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">both were dead while i kept going. If</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">you think in hell</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i'm going to hug and</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">forgive you. wrong. i've</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">been angry a long fucking time</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">so don't think the suffering of hell</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">is going to change it. My suite is on</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the executive floor</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">there, and this mother-</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">fucker will be sitting in</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">that corner office waiting</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">to fuck you both up for eternity.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: "Calibri", "sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">11.07.04</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-49096650823122174342011-07-27T08:04:00.001-07:002011-07-27T08:04:17.639-07:00Bad Cat<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Had it all, but it wasn't what i wanted.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i left my job with the Air Force to take</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">a job as a clapper in a mariachi band,</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because i could really keep time.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Which isn't what i did with my first</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">wife so i left her for my second,</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">third, fourth and fifth to plead</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">silence on the truth of walking out</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">on my family on Christmas Eve. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Because i knew that fat-fuck </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">wouldn't be coming down our chimney </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because i left our</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">smiles flying in the clouds to evaporate</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">under the hot son. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Who will come for me</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">one day and take my life </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">for what i did to him, his mother and his cat. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">The bitch.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">All she did was whine and eat, </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and the cat wasn't nice either.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: "Calibri", "sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">11.08.03</span></span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-41862452182109416802011-07-27T08:01:00.000-07:002011-07-27T08:01:04.670-07:00Advice to a Cheating Young Married Woman<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">trust is tough, no one wants</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">to give it and nothing is harder to earn.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">binding her hands to the posts on the bed</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">nothing can weigh heavier over</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">a relationship than trust. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">from parent to child,</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">friends and lovers, </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">brother and sister.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the blindfold pulled against her eyes tight.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she could hear the door open and voices whisper.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the higher the degree </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">of trust </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">it will build up</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the magic </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">of the relationship, </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">taking it to levels</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">never imagined </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and emotions that are explosive.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she could feel their breath between her legs.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">ready to experience her own personal explosion.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">imagine what God must have felt</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">trusting that man would do what they did to his son.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">imagine that knowledge and control.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">power.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">power like the flood she was feeling now. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">muscles twitching and aching spasms.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">filling the room with screams.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"Jesus...fuck...shit"</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">until her control returns. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">with eyes watering she orders them both out.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">"for the love of God"</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">trust can be reached on levels both known</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and unknown, </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and desires that are shown</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and torn to the surface.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she lays naked on the bed </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">wondering what the hell she got herself into.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">as I ask her</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">if she's ready for me.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">2.13.02</span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com11tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-22006126188297204762011-07-27T07:43:00.000-07:002011-07-27T07:43:53.397-07:00Hen Eggs<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">She stood before me<br />
that cackle rising to<br />
bleeding decibel levels,<br />
in that instant my hands acted<br />
on their own<br />
proceeding to crack<br />
the egg that had<br />
encased my madness<br />
for the last few months</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">Aborted yoke runs through my fingers<br />
a stream of consciousness<br />
that had been shattered years before.<br />
That little red head that i took<br />
in the back of a <br />
piece-of-shit car<br />
to only find out that the fetus<br />
had not been mine but,<br />
i footed the bill<br />
to be thanked later<br />
by drunk laughter<br />
through a pay phone,<br />
a fucking pay phone,<br />
she fed me with her<br />
obnoxious high pitch laugh<br />
resembling<br />
that cackle that cunt<br />
slumped over in front of me<br />
lifeless in soft-boiled pools<br />
of my angry memories<br />
congeal together</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">somewhere below <br />
my praying arms<br />
covered by sticky hair<br />
matting memories<br />
that never wash away,<br />
just sizzle inside my head<br />
forever with that<br />
goddamn laughter<br />
a radio station that just<br />
refuses to die<br />
despite the poor signal.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">The cackle of static<br />
drags on forever.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">1995</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-52215397908070248362011-07-12T12:41:00.001-07:002011-07-12T12:44:25.255-07:00The Street<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">the street gives</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">beneath my long strides</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">under a cloud cluttered</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">sky, painted blue and white,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">with froth and frost </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and i know </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">somewhere you</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">are under this sky and my</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">pain returns</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">while the street gives</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">a steady pace of reality</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">that no matter how many</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">vodka tonics i swallow</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and sad songs i listen to</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and dollars i give to</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">those promising to</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">take away the memory</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">you’ll be there</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">mocking each step as </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">the street keeps giving</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and my legs keep moving</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and the past remains</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">behind me, so far away</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">like i wish</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">the sky would fade</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and the street would</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">travel to that place</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">without <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>the horizons</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">of you</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">4.20.02</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-30923445858711436342011-07-12T12:23:00.000-07:002011-07-12T12:44:48.420-07:00Trip Me<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">i stumbled hard yesterday</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">crashing as my hand</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">found the drawer in the house</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">holding my relief in</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">the guise of a white pill. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">long before but</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">under a different </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">prescribed-umbrella </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">a doctor</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">told me at 16 </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">if you don't stop </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">you'll be dead by 20 </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">so i changed from Vicks and Crown </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">to Vicodin and Goose, </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and with luck</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">my new stabilizing-solution </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">solved the</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">equation if only</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">temporary, but avoiding</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">the problem itself</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">instead appearing suddenly</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">again, to ask why </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">i continue to</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">slip and let myself</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">do nothing but</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">find more excuses </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">as my</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">intestines rot </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and lose their</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">ability to control themselves,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">much like their owner </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">whose means</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">grew along with his needs </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">until</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">he crashed on the ice, </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">cracking his</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">skull and with forced intervention</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">imprinting a desire </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">to control his passion.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">until yesterday.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">when for no real reason </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">i was left</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">like a toddler without an excuse</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">of why i did it. </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">i just knew that i did </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and wished that</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">suddenly</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">someone had tripped me </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">instead of</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">me falling on my own.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-fareast-language: EN-US;">11.29.02</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-6618736399009672252011-07-12T11:58:00.000-07:002011-07-12T12:45:12.077-07:00Walk Away and Remember<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">How can you say i walked away</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">when you just stopped walking?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Side by side. Together. Remember?</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Maybe it doesn't seem so now. As it</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">seems you've forgotten how we</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">found each other in that cold winter.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">On that bad bed in that fucking cold room</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">as i was drinking myself to hell,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">for reasons i could never explain.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">still you found comfort in that drunk</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and that bed, keeping warm flesh to flesh</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">as i scribbled words between sessions</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">as you slept soundly next to me,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">so afraid to be alone,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">but you always seem to focus on </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">that i had to escape in that hot spring.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Tired of sleeping on that floor. Still drinking</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">and in need for a way to get out. Be more.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">So i replaced you with another place,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">time and yes, happiness, while you</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">remained where you were. Lost.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">But, fuck, anytime you want to have a</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">drink and talk about it. Call me.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">i'll be there. Misery loves company.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Especially when it's worse than its own.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Especially when it comes from the source.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">Especially when it can get up,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">pointing fingers that probe into</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">two lost lovers broken souls, </span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">touching us as a distraction</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">only to then allow us to sneak out,</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">walk away, while trying not to remember.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;"><br />
</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif; mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";">06.26.03</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-1034428005520283992011-07-12T11:29:00.001-07:002011-07-12T11:29:44.545-07:00Weatherman<div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Calibri;"></span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">thunderstorms explode up</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">rising from the earth</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">as marching acts of God</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">lined across the horizon</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">erasing the sun</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">dissolving the skyline</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">with falling water,</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">flashing lightning and</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the freight-train sound</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">of the tornado screaming</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">down rural streets</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">yanking trees out </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">by the roots</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">rearranging the front lawn</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">into the kitchen.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">somewhere</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">above the howl of warning</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">horns mimicking the</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">sound of a terrified</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">child on a amusement</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">park ride,</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">that funnel keeps</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">spinning and touches</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">each life forever</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and while all God's</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">people scrambled for</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">safety and pray for</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">God to spare them. </span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i'm rubbing my hands</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">thinking this</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">is all wonderful,</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">but what's my backdrop?</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">is the camera getting me</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">okay?</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">before i check my light</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">and makeup and lead-in</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">time wondering as</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i read the copy if</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">the hotel has a bar.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal; margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="mso-bidi-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-font-family: "Times New Roman";"><span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">5.13.03</span></span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-71848017655418961392011-07-12T11:11:00.001-07:002011-07-12T11:11:36.148-07:00writing books<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">i keep writing books everywhere,<br />
my pocket, bedside, in my car, in the bathroom,<br />
on the TV, in the kitchen,<br />
like my words were so gourmet,<br />
so incredible, <br />
that they should<br />
be everywhere because<br />
heaven forbid this <br />
pile of stinky shit in my head <br />
doesn't get down on the page<br />
for all my world to see what<br />
a fuck-up i really am.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">2.7.02</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-66257987312987454122011-07-06T11:20:00.000-07:002011-07-06T11:20:16.791-07:00dreams<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">if only dreams were bottled<br />
and sold in a store,<br />
where they could be opened.<br />
revealed. achieved.<br />
and realized for all to see,<br />
and breathe,<br />
and hold.<br />
if only dreams were bottled<br />
so they could be given,<br />
wrapped, and put under a tree.<br />
in a box. pulled from a pocket.<br />
and shown with a tear, a kiss,<br />
a hug, and the reality of knowing </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">dreams are real.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">12.28.01</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-1912735681367416992011-07-06T11:17:00.000-07:002011-07-06T11:17:50.483-07:00Girls in Color Panties<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">'will you just grab me and make love to me now?'</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">she said to me as we met at this party<br />
where everyone danced and drank in<br />
their underwear.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">her tongue was magnificent<br />
in my mouth and i felt awkward<br />
and wrong because all i could do was</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">hear those words echoing in my head<br />
while looking around at all the colors of the rainbow<br />
that paraded by me smiling</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">in thong panties and magnificent<br />
bras that held such beauty.<br />
my fingers stroked the underside of</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">her breasts and her breathing<br />
grew faster. her tongue worked harder. <br />
words still pounding with each pump of my heart in my ears.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">while<br />
the girl in the powder-blue push up bra<br />
smiled and motioned with her finger</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">for me to come to her, but i couldn't<br />
because the girl in a purple laced thong<br />
walked by first and asked...</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">2.14.02</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-20656849111401488882011-07-06T11:15:00.000-07:002011-07-06T11:15:33.787-07:00flaws<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">there you go,<br />
hide in there<br />
that darkness<br />
afraid to show<br />
your flaws,<br />
afraid to face<br />
your short-comings<br />
terrified that one<br />
mistake from<br />
your past<br />
will step forward<br />
and reveal all<br />
that is wrong<br />
with you,<br />
here, now,<br />
and forever.<br />
so go<br />
and hide and<br />
i'll act like<br />
i don't see<br />
you.<br />
for now.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">1.13.04</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-8165010986963328082011-07-06T11:13:00.000-07:002011-07-06T11:13:46.629-07:00Because<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because the illness has changed you,<br />
there are no good days or bad,<br />
all of them are mixed.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because you roll over and turn<br />
from the day and hope that<br />
the night falls.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because dreaming fills you with<br />
who you used to be and then <br />
your eyes open to what remains.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because being awake is a constant<br />
reminder of why you fight so much,<br />
you are known as a prick.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because you can stand in a mass<br />
of people and still fall<br />
into your dreams.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because that song you long for is<br />
not as dirty or as filthy<br />
as you think.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because you've fucked up and so<br />
has everyone else around<br />
you.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because you're 'sick and tired'<br />
doesn't mean you have to<br />
stop fighting.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because you are who you are<br />
and people still talk<br />
to you.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because your eyes hold<br />
secrets as well as<br />
your lips.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because tomorrow really<br />
doesn't matter as much<br />
as today.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because you never stop asking<br />
questions or pushing<br />
ideas, just</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">because.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">12.11.10</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-8758971272505291452011-07-06T11:10:00.000-07:002011-07-06T11:10:51.099-07:00Caption<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">a phrase<br />
a group of words<br />
a list under something<br />
to capture a moment<br />
a sound<br />
a vision<br />
that dances above it<br />
with a cluster of<br />
choice words to describe<br />
a moment that is<br />
supposed to last forever,<br />
but in reality <br />
is lost with a<br />
turn of a page.</span><br />
<br />
<span style="font-family: Georgia, "Times New Roman", serif;">04.07.03</span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-8652632867232333832011-06-14T15:09:00.000-07:002011-06-14T15:09:05.158-07:00Escorts At The BarTwo curvy young Puerto Rican escorts<br />
asked if i wanted a good time<br />
while i was at the hotel bar.<br />
<br />
i want to ask what they think<br />
is a good time.<br />
if they think their lives<br />
are a good time.<br />
if that's what they tell their<br />
families they do for a living.<br />
<br />
selling good times,<br />
but i simply shake my head<br />
'no'<br />
and they move on to<br />
the next sucker.<br />
<br />
it takes three hits,<br />
but finally they get a bite<br />
and two hours later<br />
i pass them as they<br />
get off the elevator.<br />
<br />
laughing about the guys<br />
small dick.<br />
love is cruel.<br />
especially when it costs.<br />
<br />
08.29.05Unknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-68822958179059525112011-06-14T07:54:00.000-07:002011-06-14T07:54:51.134-07:00Strangers At the Barthat was a mistake<br />
and she knew it,<br />
an error in judgment<br />
in sharing so soon<br />
how she felt<br />
<br />
about me, especially<br />
as i took her across<br />
my knee kicking <br />
and screaming and smacked<br />
her ass red<br />
<br />
with embarrassment as<br />
she bit her lip and<br />
i slid my hand up her<br />
skirt fingering and<br />
touching a point<br />
<br />
of no return when<br />
you share those feelings<br />
and don't know what<br />
to expect in return<br />
and all i could<br />
<br />
think about was why<br />
does she moan when i<br />
smack, cry when i finger,<br />
and tell me she loves me<br />
when i buy her a drink.<br />
<br />
2.11.02Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-22838917105726325302011-06-14T07:51:00.000-07:002011-06-14T07:51:32.273-07:00A Short Oneeven in perfect health<br />
i thought of it<br />
so why is it so shocking<br />
as i lay here falling apart<br />
rotting that I still think<br />
of it?<br />
what else is there?<br />
Jesus Christ, just answer me that, <br />
sir<br />
what else is there really?<br />
but,<br />
the end?<br />
<br />
2.11.02Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-81969765412750313362011-06-14T07:49:00.000-07:002011-06-14T07:49:14.602-07:00A Mouth Like Thatshe likes to have her ass spanked<br />
hard and often and it<br />
leaves her cheeks bright red<br />
like a fresh strawberry<br />
<br />
but she cries when i stop<br />
or offer to kiss it to<br />
make it better<br />
<br />
she likes to scream so loud when we<br />
fuck and sweat and cuss<br />
at one another with the lights off<br />
two strangers full of lust<br />
<br />
and anger and 'Jesus Christ just<br />
shut up and fuck me harder'<br />
so i spin her around<br />
<br />
doggy-style<br />
to do all things she loves<br />
fuck and spank<br />
<br />
because with a mouth like that<br />
what else is it good for,<br />
except maybe to<br />
finish.<br />
<br />
12.12.03Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-81269237820675980462011-06-14T07:46:00.000-07:002011-06-14T07:46:16.651-07:00A Late Night Touchi touch you late at night<br />
when you're sleeping,<br />
stroking your hair, your back,<br />
the shape of your ass...<br />
<br />
'that's so creepy,' she said<br />
crushing all the fondness that<br />
was in the air, or in that<br />
memory for me.<br />
<br />
silly how a person’s natural<br />
reaction can crush another.<br />
especially when love is involved,<br />
or sex, or lust, or the simple fact<br />
<br />
that you offer a moment of weakness<br />
to her and she smashes it<br />
into the stands like Big Mac<br />
taking a fastball deep.<br />
<br />
for that brief moment as<br />
i lay there in the darkness<br />
happy she can't see my wounded face,<br />
i think of grabbing the bat<br />
<br />
under the bed<br />
and really touching her as she sleeps.<br />
<br />
2.7.02Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-56321199987765537482011-06-14T07:42:00.000-07:002011-06-14T07:42:46.393-07:00a fool's jokelost another scarred soul today<br />
another woman in my life<br />
who found solace in drugs,<br />
pain and abusive men.<br />
<br />
lost another one today and the<br />
second this year, and i can't<br />
figure out why my scarred soul<br />
remains while theirs is lost.<br />
<br />
why do i continue to struggle on<br />
with my anguish while their light<br />
has blown out?<br />
<br />
lost, but still breathing to scar<br />
some more as they are gone forever,<br />
a fool’s joke to be heard no more.<br />
<br />
10.21.03Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-5735705480502833222011-05-31T10:57:00.000-07:002011-05-31T10:57:50.604-07:00the streetthe street gives<br />
under a cloud cluttered<br />
sky, painted blue and white<br />
and froth and frost and i<br />
know somewhere you<br />
are under this sky and my<br />
pain returns<br />
no matter how many<br />
vodka tonics i swallow<br />
and sad songs i listen to<br />
and dollars i give to<br />
those promising to<br />
take the memory away<br />
like i wish<br />
the sky would fade<br />
and the street would<br />
travel to a place<br />
without horizons.<br />
<br />
4.20.02Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-73103099564167736872011-05-31T10:54:00.001-07:002011-05-31T10:54:44.004-07:00Trouble<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Calibri", "sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">Trouble is coming.<br />
Going to crawl into your room.<br />
Stand over you while you're sleeping.<br />
Touch you in places that pre-teenagers<br />
don't like to talk about, but yearn<br />
to experience in the dark.<br />
Fondling, stroking, and wanting<br />
to discover whether the trouble<br />
standing over them is as bad as<br />
everyone makes it out to be.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 10pt;"><span style="font-family: "Calibri", "sans-serif"; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-US; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-bidi-font-family: "Times New Roman"; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-bidi-theme-font: minor-bidi; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">2.03.01</span></div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-32158775269406410922011-05-31T10:49:00.000-07:002011-05-31T10:49:33.684-07:00Voyeurs at LunchLunchtime at the park finds me eating<br />
my pickle and meat sandwich, while<br />
trying to hide my eyes watching<br />
people, especially the women in skirts,<br />
or the young couples sitting at picnic<br />
tables imagining their conversations<br />
of lust, and filth, and hope, and loss.<br />
<br />
'i realized at 25 years she makes me<br />
more happy than any other person. i'm<br />
glad i married her.'<br />
<br />
'Why do you like these pants?'<br />
'Because i can see your panties.'<br />
<br />
'My husband never licks my ass the way<br />
you do.'<br />
<br />
And as fascinating as those conversations<br />
are, i'm more dazzled by the light<br />
cutting through the trees.<br />
The leaves whispering as the wind blows,<br />
or the grain of the grass as it lives<br />
below our feet, those feet at the end of<br />
those long legs that reach up under<br />
<br />
those skirts, like i wish my hands could<br />
even as they read their books,<br />
write in dairies,<br />
<br />
or tease me with a shake of the shoe.<br />
<br />
Because i know even the homeless guy<br />
with plastic bags for a pillow can't<br />
help but wonder what it would take to<br />
rest our heads there. Under those skirts,<br />
in that park, even with everyone<br />
watching because we're all voyeurs here.<br />
<br />
08.20.03Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8035851706891327039.post-64694189981416277962011-05-31T10:42:00.000-07:002011-05-31T10:42:20.667-07:00When Darkness Fallsi shove back the sunshine because<br />
i need the clouds today<br />
<br />
i shove back the sunshine and wander<br />
down the ice covered street hoping<br />
to slip and break<br />
something<br />
<br />
i shove back the sunshine because<br />
i'm tired of hearing of peace and God<br />
and love when all<br />
i feel is hurt<br />
<br />
i shove back the sunshine and swallow<br />
glass because anger is a gift<br />
<br />
i shove back the sunshine, but don't ask<br />
me why, don't ask me to open up to you,<br />
because<br />
<br />
i shove back the sunshine and hope <br />
when darkness falls<br />
i won't have to think anymore<br />
<br />
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